You Know, I have a Friend? Aid did you know you have a friend????

ALL you need to do is be

Childlike

NOT

Childish

YES I have a Friend and oftn he rides or  races horses

 

WE THINK THEREFORE WE ARE HERE !!!

THIS IS MY WORLD.....WHAT'S YOURS LIKE ????

Hello World.... Hello Donald TRUMP.   I loved your 2016 Campaign words  about caring for the "FORGOTTEN MAN."   I LOVED the "donation " DEMAND even more.  It showed me how tough you are.   Your PERSONAL email to me, WOW, asking for $42.00 to launder into your chef's budget.   I did not know pro or con about you for sure  with all the things you "said" you did, talk about abortion, verses what I read and hear now.  Hiring "Muscle" instead of young girls to ask nicely for donations to your TRUMP MACHINE

NOW TRUMP really did send me a short email (He misspelled a word so I knew it was from a human.)   He and Melania were praying for me and my SPIRIT would pull me through.  That's like yelling "MEDIC" and the medic yelling back "Don't worry, you'll be fine".

proved you were TOUGH enough to stand up for my freedom...

Click   FREEDOM

This stuff is no LIE, Bragging, or asking for Liberal Freebies.   Yeah I am alive for Pain is phantom ( in my mind only ).   It is not pleasant when I yell and grab my guts but 99.9% of time my nerve pills control it.   Only 3 times was it severe.   Maybe 50 years ago in Dallas I was so tired but had to brace myself to sit on the edge of bed to avoid "broken legs" like a dentist drill on nerves with no numbing.     Then my cracked open skull happened when I woke feeling great at 9:00 AM.  I put one foot on the floor and coughed softly... BANG WOW.  No time to grab cold wet cloth for headache.   But PAIN last only 2 seconds.  Last thing I recall was my head hitting the pillow.  So I woke up again feeling great. I looked at the clock and it said 10:30.  OK, no big deal, I was out cold for just an hour and a half. Then I looked again.  It was 10:30 PM .  Out cold 13 and 1/2 hours. Damn, whole day wasted.   Then decades later here where I now live the massive heart attack which kept me awake heaving and rubbing my chest for 48 hours.  Well Hell, I was not unconscious or dead in first minutes.  So when I was able I went around town (fell on hood of my car once but nice guy helped me into pawn shop for a gun license application which my friend filled out and I just shakily signed, you know...one gun..one bullet in case pain like that ever again).  I went around paying bills to avoid late charges then called a reliable taxi to the local VA to put myself in the Military Vet psych hospital.  After the 80 mile ambulance ride trying to avoid breaking my back on the bumps (you ride over the rear axle, take my word after +/- 40 times Interstate Highways are not smooth).  Immediately at the psych hospital my 2 pain killers were taken away so I could fight is cold turkey, mind over matter so I could take command of the pain in the future.  I still remember my SURPRISE the LAST time I gasped for air and no ice pick can out of my heart though my pectoral muscle.   Laugh when I tried to explain the catch 22 to a black guy about the city trying to force me out of my home because it'sa mobile (but nicer than many site built house here) the extra stress cause me to dig my fingernails into my chest where the main arterie from my heart runs down the center.  It felt like cloth stretched so hard it was tearing (aneurism) but of course not real.  Black guy was scared to death,  I was in a wheelchair after a fall (dizziness I finally could not control with my whole brain) He helped me into my bunk and was trying to get staff attention.   When I was able to walk without pushing my wheelchair for balance an ARMY Colonel gave me a second one-on-one Christmas party.  Then staff called me outside.  The female staff thought it was cold but I picked up some snow and squeezed it hard enough to melt back to just water proving it was not cold.  Ha Ha.  Anyway in the parking lot were some horses and a red wagon.  The hospital is in St Louis where it is brewed.

WATCH THIS

Only broadcasted once in spite of +/- $million cost in HONOR of 9/11.  Many "Americans" in the "Land of the Brave" do not even grasp "Honor" today.

This One's for THEM

NOTE: A man who's son died in one of the Towers wish to not see them go down again every September 11.

How they do it.

Sample Result

The Original Sin

God has the Knowledge of Evil

in addition to

the Knowledge of Good.

However He told Adam & Eve not to eat of the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge (of Evil)

for God who Created Man's Brain knew it was not big enough to cope with the results of knowing Evil.

How hard is it today to keep up with Scams?  It also led to War, and today even with Russian Communism gone there are Rumors of War.

Now here is what I think God Thinks about the following ...

"OK, you may be Dumb, but don't treat a good horse like this."

MEN Horsing Around  click it.

Women, you shall give birth in pain.  This has a simple reason.   Is it not logical that God had to enlarge the head a little to fit a brain able to cope with Evil?

I got this part from the book 

"The Dragons of Eden"

by 

Dr. Carl Sagan

This reminded me.  Besides trying to get food to eat tonight, figuring out solutions to US & World issues, figuring out whos telling the truth in POLITICS, searching for another car to drive a few months until Unbelievable Wealth from my fiance's uncle andf we can buy a home, I am looking for a place to build it....

This is no joke.  I have looked in 20 US States and the world.   1000 s.

Since "Love thy Neighbor" means nothing here I want to pick and choose mine from the other side of the mountains.

In clearings I could build my afordable "luxury " retirement homes for veterans with few trees to ct down  CLICK above

think Lonesome Dove has been sold

CLICK above

FRIENDS, at age 73 I only recall vacation trips with parents, none of my own.  When on the F-16 job hours were so long that Christmas break was just mostly sleep.  Then when I got the call from my uncle that Dad was in intensive care, come fast I doped my F-16 stuff and knocked down  one mn on the way out in a half run ignoring th amed guard, around a cloverleaf at 80 mph, Texas to Illinois in 4 hours.  Then 12 days in intensive care, telling the doctor not to keep him alive as a vegetable (a country minister came and we held Father's hand to pray and in spite of brain damage Dad suddenly moved both arms like to form a cross but the arm in a cast was stopped by the bed rail) .  Like me he had psychic vision of future.  He knew when we talked the year before.  I could tell he was getting it off his chest when he told about the man he shot in self defense.  He was tough, went water skiing with his cracked ribs still taped from a car wreck.  He had GUTS.  He ran to the back of his engine and kicked the release bar to uncouple the freight cars which were derailing, got back tyo the throttle and full speed raced ahead to save engine and crew.  

 Father on his steam engine

That same LAST time with him he let me run his Diesel freight at 55 mph exactly like this picture with double size 200,000 pound coal cars but he had to sneak me onboard on a pitch black night.  Believe me it was spooky when the engine lights only showed part of the first 200,000 pound car rocking left and right on the bad track and knowing there were many more behind in the darkness.

Well I just found out it is too late to pick up groceries tonight at Walmart .  so I guess I should be kind and call American Legion so they stop trying to find someone to do it.   ALL day and no reply from taxi.   He had a baby on last month and it would be a shame for him to grow up without a daddy....the creep.

You see I have done absolutely no work today.  Just tired of it all.  So just in case I want to share some fun I had in the Military.

After Basic I went to radio training.   It was easy for me so I never had to study after class.  So I had free time after polishing the brass door knob and such.  Well, on $75 per month you have not much left after hair cuts and uniform laundry, but the Base Marina rented small 6 horsepower fishing boats for 50 cent an hour.   I would just cruise the Biloxi Back Bay.  Then I started getting some kicks by timing my pass in front of the bows of barges then snapping the engine fast to turn 90 degrees into the 6 foot wide water between the barge and shore bank.  Each time I got a little closer to touching the steel.   Photo but no fog.

Sorry, can't find photo.

God Bless

I was about 3 feet from patting a lead horse on the nose when they rolled the bad cases out.  I knew the +/- 35 degrees was too chilly for them to stay outside long . So I backed out of camera frame so they could get their photos of a lifetime before they died.  Heck I have my photo with the first C-5  Galaxy one an airshow stopover during it maiden flight around the world and one talking to a COWBOYS player.   I will leave out all his Superbowl catches and touchdowns.  No photos of many such things.

Me bumping my head on engine of that 1st C-5

Me talking to Golden.  I was surprised. He's a little guy.

Hollywood Henderson, the black guy was well know to have a cocaine habit (which he beat like I beat the Pain).  One night he walked into the nightclub i was in.  I sat down to chat but he was up fast and opened a door hidden in the dark and went upstairs.  Next day the News said he was arrest fr possession again 4 hours after he opened that door.  Hmmm, I wonder where he bought his cocaine.  So I tried to tip a cop friend who was always smiling when we met at the coffee shop.  But he said"Oh that's not my district".   Hmmm, smiling because he was living high on the payroll.  Anyway obviously Hollywood walked out of jail being ALL TIME TOP LINEBACKER.

Now my first weeks on the F-16 program I was reading the same flight control system book the Pentagon read when someone behind said "Burlison, say hello to this guy".  Lawrence McCutchen and I talked a while and shook hands and I got back to work.  He got through security because his brother's desk was about 25 feet from mine.  Plus he was number 5 of TOP 5 running back.

I guess life was worth something.  I did make it petty far from playing in the dirt.

OK WORLD...this is my world...

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• Robert Dean Burlison II  3:43 PM

  Greetings Chaplin , this is extremely urgent AND serious.  It is BEYOND forgiving 70 x 70 & almost, almost , almost to REAL bullets, mayybe including myself.  People whoCLAIM to be Christians.  I am betwwen cars. Taxi will not return voicemail.  American Legion  man did not show as PROMISED yeterday. I even tryied unreliable VFW.  Could not get thru. My phone instead of 1 or 2 butons not working now 10 dead.   Now I have ONe MEAL left to cook in the house.  It is so much effort to get a ride 10 to , walmart, 10 minute wait, 10 minute bachk homew and I am now willing to BRIDE an extrra $10  over taxi charge. Now there is a very big church in this hick town.  They bragged about paying of $1 million xpansion loan early, but short time later would they loan me $400 which I had already calculate I could repay in 3 or4 months.  NO."Here's a bag of food.  Make it do:>   I have no job yet a man needed gas to get home and i gave him $4.00   Same thing 40 years ago , no job but helped a black kid with $250.00  Never got it back.   OK the secretary finally told me basically that I am black listed there due to past experience.   Example.  My phone did not work and I need to make a toll free call to the VA hospital. I drove to the church.  Pastor Michael was siting with his mobile phone in his hand and I asked to borow it.  Questions and question why.  I was sick which I often due to 7 day weeks.  I was out the door fast.  Just now when I found out WHY no simple list of retired members  to call on chance one have 30 minutes to drive me somewhere.   I am blacklisted due to past experience like when my phone was down I drove there and sat beside Pastor Michael who had his smartphone in his hand.  He keep asking questions why I had to call the toll free number to the VA hospital or whatever.  I was sick and just stood up and raced out the door.  I forgot what the issue was but I stopped at the computer repair shop and paid $25  to send a 15 minute email instead of calling.

4 hours and no reply from AMERICAN LEGION.  I caled.  He said he found nobody to pick up food yet.  So I told him I would change the time slot to 6:000 PM to 8:00PM, anther 4 hours then Walmart closes.

Message from my new LinkedIn connection and my reply...

• Hey, Robert, I believe you're good and that you're having a nice time with you there? Its been a while since I heard from you, I thought you were busy with your work or don't want to talk to me ever again.  Well, you might got it wrong, I am not schooling in Idaho just as you said but rather NDSU, in North Dakota.  What do you mean by REAL BULLETS?

  
• TODAYRobert Dean Burlison II sent the following messages at 12:28 PM
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  Robert Dean Burlison II  12:28 PM

  yes i recall now.  but i hurt  crying   nobody this town will help  just pick up my grocery order at walmart.  taxi  one of 2 broken down  and so busy but 4 calls yesterday and 2 today voicemail   and no call back.  i would understand if he said he could not do it for a month, but i am just in the DARK.  i just called non-emergence police and told them no medical help, i would fix the pain.   but i bluntly said i was fighting not toi go off the deep end.   i wa so busy yesterday i burned my pork steak but could eat the shriveled meat crunchy.  too tire to wait for boiled potatoes, just some bread heels.  off the deep end means i called my secret service friend and talked 30 minutes while he was ON DUTY about a gun and ammo and making the CIA THINK I knew to much to live  in RUSSIAN ASYLUM.   ome months ago my eyes were working but eye lids paralyzed. so everything black  45 minutes to feel my way out of small bedroom used for offfice.  could not find phone charger plugged in .  i just touched it now at arm length.  wanted to feel from charger down wire to my phone  they should have a real physical button i could feel for 911.  so 45 inutes into my hallway, just asingle wide mobiole home.then 2 more hours to feel my way to the front door.  i knew the porch light was the left switch so that was quick.  outside it was light rain and i could open eyes enough to get down 4 steps then walk to the street by memory.  i was in my best pair of socks, jocky shorts and my smaller cheap bed blanket oer my head as best i could get it.   i yelled "somebody help for va while"  ten 911 and finally "GOD LET ME DIE " at top of my lungs.  I recently learned that someone heard but obviously did nothing.  I think I know who, the bitch across the street who filed trespass on me for offering $30 for a ride.   honey i scratched a bump on my leg and now bloodbut dried fast.   i have been spiralling down since the va hosp cancelled in home help.  not much help needed usually but when you ignore a little hole in the boat  for instance med to chemically remove scars on both legs from poor circulation which would not be if va pay 35 month t join gym  i cannot for my woman must eat and have internet.  if we don't "meet" on schedule (shes has waited 4 hours online often when i am so busy i forget)  the va wants me to live on the less than $1000 month and tells me i cannot afford a woman.  they even threatened to take both disability and social security and force me into old soldiers home... BUT THIS OLD SODIER EXPLAINED VERY CLEARLY HOW THING S WILL BE.  He sat there and listened to my ORDERS with my huge kitchin knife 12 inches from his throat.   anyway now my leg scars are jagged..half inch thick here, inch thick there.  when my fiance get to USA i cannot walk on beach with her unless long pants like ADIDAS.   so hole in boat if ignored the boatt sink, mean ambulance   25 of then in12 month period.  then maybe 6 month gap  then 4 more but va uses ambulance as taxi just to move my tp outside psych where my phone was taken away. no way to keep working so had to just sleep and eat.   i tire now  thanks forbeing friend   i have 1000s in world but they are 1000 sof miles  away.  i think try vegas nd chicago again mafia help me    do this because i cannot.  50 or 55 years pain or undefined misery 10 years no medical insurance at all.  have insurance now and neeeded small piece dental fillling replace but dentist 6 milesaway and no car.  probably like before 2 teeth surgically cut in half and removed because i could not afford increase price for simple cleaning cost 750 dollars of my money just week or 2 before i got free insurance.   this one tooth maybe cost 400 and the va can pay for the ground up food. oh i said i cannot do it. like not this way, just quick bullet ha ha like trump says..thumbs up , never quit  

• Arnold S. "I cannot  self TERMINATE"   Nobody tell VA, too sissy to go in dark theater without Mommy.  It tok me I think 30 years to get my name out of the computer.   Emergency Rooms should fix me up before asking if I am suicidal.  Yeah that word has become part of my vocabulary but just figurative.   I cannot help it.  Only way to express my stress level.  In fact my old grey photo below with the Indian doctor is inside the VA Emergency Room.  See I just told him something funny.  Local cop came to check on me.  Yeah a friend.  But no time.  He is in his 20s , I am 73 with a litle nerve numbness. Can't use my feet but Martial Arts hands fst.  "Out of my housed"   He was trying to grab my wrists but I was too fast.   He had one foot OUT on my porch.  Then I quit and grabbed the door to stand up.  He called in 4 or 5 backup, even the undercover with a beard.  I knew the routine.  So my psychiatrist came, a few words, shrugged his shoulders at the bureaucracy and said he was calling for my ride home.  So many tax dollars the VA, everybody wastes. in my left fingers. but when I say I don't need help and am too busy for an 18 mile ambulance ride and the bullshit  See his face, the GIF was me one day or night , I don't know. must work for oval offic e to death. get fiance her her 2 day work wek = 100 buck  s into  instead of out of mypocket plus slight help get my big feet starting into pant or shorts and i nhave worn same socks many weeks for no way to S T R E T C H tendons last inch over my big toes (size 14 shoes).  petty litle things.  Go Fund Me   gofundme.com as just 400 or 600 to fly woman here but we the people think SECOND honeymoon more important than FIRST tyouch not keyboard plastic.  So instead of 400 to me  3000 for honey moon.  1st trip to Niagra Falls. "Welcome, enjoy your honeymoon at Niagra Falls"     2nd visit  "Welcome to renew old memories at Niagra Falls"   3rd visit  "Welcome to Viagra Falls".  Yeah it has been that long trying to fly her.  money stolen at gun and knife point.  then followed home but father denies having money, gets knife in his leg, cost me hospital mbill but cheap in 3rd world.

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  Robert Dean Burlison II  12:30 PM

  Me normal  .... 2014 Christmas party
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  Robert Dean Burlison II  12:31 PM

  Just 6 years later very grey.
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  Robert Dean Burlison II  12:33 PM

  If I must bur4nin HELL for Eternity what matter going there 5  or 20 years sooner????

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Hey friend.  You're the best friend in the world.  I live in Benton Illinois USA where average income in poor state of Louisiana is $48,000, only 4.8 time my income.  Stop by for some coffee.  Door always open in case so ambulance crew and cops don't break it down.  Do not know if energy assistance welll replace windows and dorrs a second time.

Have a coookie with your coffee.  Oh I ISIS  oops "I insist".

more light headed now.  hope my point was made.