It is easing up all of ...no I am not sure. Sometimes it is in my head behind the top of my nose, or in my diaphram or lower in the gut. Sometimes a little nausia. A couple of days ago I had a usual sneezing attack but had to force it to stop because a sneeze felt like my abdomen ripping open. Sometimes my arms are heavy.
If it happens I will try to notify all my friends around the world. I don't know what to do about my fiancee for she cannot afford to fly here.
It will be a graveside service for that's all my insurance can cover. So don't waste money on flowers. If you can afford the trip you are welcome.
I will be embarrassed if I am making a fool of myself now, but I have felt great pain a number of times. I am tired and ready to go HOME with my friend below.